sometimes i feel bad for falling into silly attraction cliches like

crushing on bad boy characters

or being attracted to the popular actors/characters of fandom (see: cumberbatch)

or being charmed by handsome boys at my schools

i think i feel embarrassed because those kind of things are associated with being a shallow, stupid teenage girl but that’s just being kind of sexist, ableist, and slut-shaming to look down on people for that but

i still feel silly u_u

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmrrrrrrrrr

ps- i probably did not phrase this right so hmm yeah

#personal